Premature birthing...
I wrote the following piece in January 1999 and I shared it again in my recent email astro musings, talking about the strong Uranian energy involved in today’s new moon solar eclipse chart.
The natal chart for this piece isn’t accurate as I just gave it a month of birth (January 1999), and my thoughts in the astro musings mentioned above were about studying astrology and flying to the USA. I’d forgotten in those moments that I was also studying energy healing. I drew up a chart for 15th January 1999 to see what was happening with the outer planets. I knew Uranus was in my 12th house as that was my focus in writing the piece. Turns out that Neptune, Uranus and Venus were all in Aquarius in the 12th, with the South Node in the first. Neptune was also sitting on my natal Chariklo (a Centaur that I hadn’t yet met at that time).
During the early part of the healing course (it started in January 1999) in a practice session, I got this huge surge of energy to my 3rd eye – so much so that I had to stop the session. My husband (the recipient of the healing energy) then informed me that he’d been working on his 3rd eye energies (would have been good to know that beforehand)! The piece doesn’t directly relate to that healing session – more to my sense of trepidation as Uranus approached my Ascendant degree.
Mind’s buzzing…
Eyes glazed…
Tiredness and jangling…
Pushing…
Pushing at something?
Giving birth to a new me?
Gestation not complete, but the pushing has begun…
What lacks?
What part of me is still premature?
Still craving the warmth of the womb?
Jarring…
Nerves on edge…
Eyes on stalks…
Longing for quiet; for a space in which to be myself
To know myself
Count the pieces…
Make sure they’re cooperating
Hearing each other
Nothing missing?
Connect…
Initialise…
Initialise…
Connect…
Does this all belong together?
Maybe it needs a new motherboard!
